To Thailand I Go!!!
It was early morning on the 18th of January that I went to my first journey to Thailand. I went there with a fellow Filipina fan who I only met on the day itself, though we communicated online. We will then meet with another group of PH fans that were already in Thailand waiting for us.
The touch down of the plane was quite smooth and I saw the control tower of Suvarnabhumi Airport. Very nice tower. 😀
When our plane was parking, I looked out of the window and saw a Korean Airline plane, I was so happy seeing it. LOL. Looks like the plane knows that I am going to see one man from Korea. A very good sign.
“Look, a plane from Cutie’s country!!!”
We rode the floor escalator, goes around the airport looking for the BTS *its underground*, and then rode the BTS going to Asoke.
“For the lazy ones”
“Where is the train… I want to see Cutie already!!!”
“Thailand… here I am!!!”
When we arrived at Asoke, we saw the demonstration site and looked around wondering where the hotel is. We asked an Ahjussi where the hotel is and pointed us somewhere. Unfortunately, it was the wrong direction. It should be the other way, *where are you Ahjussi, no excuse in making us walk that long way*. So we got to walked all the way back with our grumbling stomachs and failing legs, we had a quick sandwich bite in Subway to replenish our depleting energy and then off we go again, passing the peaceful demonstration at Asoke Intersection. It was relatively calm and not much demonstrators at their camp, so all is well and peaceful, not like the news that is showing overseas.
“Keep Calm. Joo Won is coming”
We found the hotel and I saw a Goldilocks branch (a Philippines bread brand) at the side of the hotel and I was thinking… wah! You hotel, is a good Philippines endorser, hahahaha. It was a really nice hotel, I noticed the lobby and said… hmm, nice place to hang out and see Cutie. My fangirling ninja mode is turned on. 😀
“Oh There you are, we’ve been looking for you!!!”
We met with the rest of the Joo Won Philippines fans. We then went up to our room. Room was good. And room number was 3413. That last two numbers sealed my Fan Meeting fate. 😀
Here’s some pictures of the room.
“Cutie, we can lie down in here”
“Hmmm… How to lure Cutie in the tub….”
“Cutie is just two floors below.. maybe I can rappel to his room!”
The Joo Won Sweet Smile Fan Meet Press Con
What time was it, I think it was around past 3 PM when we went down at the lobby and meet with the other fans to get our tickets. This was the time that I saw @jwthfc walking towards the hotel’s door. I was so delighted to see Unni and ran and hugged her. She is a pretty and young looking Unni. ^_^ She was with other Thai fans and the other admin of Joo Won Thailand FC. We introduced each other and then we proceeded to the press con located at the second floor of the hotel. Did I mention that we are staying at the same hotel where Cutie was also staying… eh no. Ok, we did and it was a blast.
Oh, I also met our very own Joo Won Cuties from Indonesia, @maymay from Joo Won Indonesia Fan Club. Awesome, @maymay, I am really proud that you went to Cutie’s Thailand Fan Meet alone, not many fans can do that.
Time to get FM tickets. And fans were taking pictures with Cutie’s standee.. eh, I did too, of course, its an opportunity that must not be missed.
“Lots of excited Joo Won Cuties claiming their VIP tickets.”
“Never miss an opportunity taking pic with Cutie… even if its just an standee :D”
“A peek at the PressCon Room and Stage.”
What we got were, 1. FM ticket… first time to see a hard plastic card for a ticket, its usually hard paper. This one looks good for a collection. 2. Poster of the FM. 3. A magnetic card of the FM. 4. A queue number for the sign event and 5. Raffle ticket where you got to put your nickname and cellphone number (Thai number, we ran out and bought one… and last two numbers was again 13, wah, my lucky number!!!!).
Those who got VIP tickets can attend this press con and there’s maybe 100 plus of fans gathered, not really good at counting people and since I am more focused on the event itself and the man that I will see for the first time, I did not bother to count. 😀 The press people were seated in front, then the video cameras and cameras and the fans. I was at the back of two video cameras and the man manning one camera was, I think getting pissed with me since I sometimes touch his arm holding the camera handle due to proximitiy.. hahahaha, sorry man, this fan was nearing her breaking point waiting for Joo Won to come out, besides, we were like standing for almost 30 minutes or more waiting for the press con to begin.
“Cutie… Cutie… Where are you?”
After some false alarms, our man, Moon Jun Won, appeared like an angel out of the door. Totally speechless. My heart broke out of my body *eh, not the panty!!!!!* because it seemed to stop beating when I saw him and after a few moments started to beat so fast and broke free *along with the panty*, running towards him. *This heart, body and soul is for you Cutie!!!! Kyaaaa!!!! Yeah along with my panty. Meow.*
“KYAAA!!! Joo Won!!!”
Cutie keeps on bowing when he entered. So Cute!!!
That Beautiful Smile Greeted us First. “Aigoo… my heart was rendered useless.”
“First Time to Hear Cutie’s Voice in Person. Ears filled with the Sexy Voice of Cutie.. Ears went to self-induced-heavenly-coma”
Joo Won was wearing an all black get-up *wonder if it’s the same underneath*. Black shirt, black suit, black pants… and I cannot remember his shoes… my eyes did not stray below his legs. Hahahahaha. Take it from a moaty one. You want to go up when you see his legs. *nosebleeds* Maybe it’s the color black that made him look thin. Because later I will find out that he is not that thin. With his tall and broad frame, his body proportion right now is just right for him. I think its like his Baking King days but much better. His skin is like creamy white and looks so smooth I want to trace all that it covered. He also have this glow, like an aura surrounding him that I think cannot be captured by cameras because I never saw it in any of his videos. You have to see him in person to know what I mean. He looked so gorgeously-handsome-sexy-cute. Gosh, how he can be all like that, I can only wonder. And his gaze is just so… aaahhhh. *No!!!! that’s the 5th panty running away from me!!!!*
Camera is from Jurassic Era hence the not-so-clear pics, I should buy a new camera >.<
Do not even ask me what they were talking on the presscon, I do not understand any Thai or Korean words. But to sum the press con, we have good and moaty times watching Cutie. We laughed at his expressions and antics. He is just soooooo CUTE!!!!! And then he will switch to his serious side and he is so DAMN SEEEEXXXXXY!!!!! My heart was doing so many flips, rebooting and shutting down and reviving from his awesomeness.
We, Philippines team was also waving mad at him. And at one point, I think all of us have their panties going down. Hahahahaha. We were waving our Philippines board signs and Joo Won sees us and smiled and waved at us. We died of happiness. I think a hundred Joo Won love-love arrows or more was buried on my heart with that smile and wave. No, they are all mine!!! I think I almost fainted. Gawd, that man. He knows how to kill his fans. 😀
“Joo Won Waving at Philippines Fans
at 17:41-42, He waved at us!!! And yes, we were the ones squealing with delight.
After the presscon, the Fan Signing begins. Actually, they said we can have anything that we want to sign but in the end, Korean management decided to use the poster. Hey, I was just readying one of my undies… why suddenly change? Anyway, I decided to sign the FM poster, I think it is much better as it shows the date, time and venue of the Fan Meeting. Though my initial plan is have my Good Doctor DVD be signed. I will just have it framed. ^_^
So we lined up, I was first one in line with our Philippine delegation and I thought that I have to make Cutie know that there are Philippines fans that went to his FM. I was totally hyperventilating as this is the first time to see him up close. But I have to live up to my username @coolreborn and manage to stay calm. Heck, my mind is blanking out when its my turn.
Cutie is smiling with fans while signing posters. He really looks so infinitely handsome and super duper cute in person and up close, those dimples are really to die for. My heart do not know where to go and its jumping up and down. My turn, I gave him the poster, he gave me a smile and I said, “I am from Philippines, Joo Won.” *Holy Cow, I manage to say those words without stuttering* I immediately gave him the gifts I prepared… and loo and behold, he wanted to take it but the person around him took all the gifts and put it aside… ok I did get a bit pissed off when they did that. I keep repeating “I came from Philippines” and Joo Won laugh a bit and said. “Ah, Philippines, Philippines.” I thought, “Good he will remember.” He gave me a quick cute smile while giving the poster back, *ok that melted my heart, I forgave the organizers*. I keep glancing back at him since, hey, you will too if you know Cutie is in the same room as you. The security is motioning me to go out of the door. I was… what did you just say? I do not understand. Kekekeke. Really, I do not understand any of what they are saying.
” Joo Won’s autograph in his poster. Yay!!!”
Gifts given to Cutie
We stayed close to the door looking at Cutie… and then we had a bit of a chance to go inside again and they send us out again, right @maymay @pureheartz.. Mwahahahaha. Then I realized, my jacket was missing. *Ok, I love that jacket, its been with me for many years now and even though I have gotten bigger, it still fits. ^_^* I asked a security if I can get my jacket inside and he said yes, so I got it back while almost tripping looking at Cutie. Hahahaha. So funny, what fangirling can do to a poor Noona like me. But I am willing to look like a fool just to see Cutie again and again. 😀
“Photo Op while waiting for Cutie to come out”
When the Fan Sign is about to finish, Thai securities were motioning us to go, but hey, we were busy taking pictures with Cutie’s full size standees. I think its because Cutie will go out and they do not want many fans to crowd control. When Cutie came out, he looks so happy. He was all smiles and did lots of hand waving to us. Fans went craaazyyy! He was just so cute, adorable and oh so handsome. And he really looks so happy that made my heart sing with joy.
We went back to our room and was totally in awe. And should I say… the moating begun. LOL. I hope @maymay was not shocked in seeing us spazzing, truth be told, we Filipinos are total spazzers and are noisy, happy bunch. 😀 And I am a warm-blooded Joo Won moater both in RL and in this thread/site. Cannot help it, the man is hot just the way he is. 😀
Hotel and Spazzing : Perfect Combination. First Day.
That should be stalking, not spazzing.
One of the reasons we stayed at Columns Hotel was to be in the same hotel where Joo Won is staying and aside from that, to be near the press con place. Ok, it’s really because of Joo Won. Hey, he is the reason we went to Thailand, might as well make the most out of it. 😀
First night we stayed, we went out with @maymay, @jwthfc and the rest of the Thai fans to have dinner while waiting for Cutie’s arrival from his dinner outside. Thai fans were really awesome. They are kind and fun to be with. Though I sometimes have difficulty speaking English as I am not a conversant English speaker, we managed to convey what we want to say to each other. I can say our love for Joo Won made us break boundaries. I am never a good conversant person but I find talking with them comfortably. It is like we already know each other for a very long time through Cutie.
After eating, we went back to the hotel lobby. The receptionist at the hotel were quite good too. They allowed fans to wait for Joo Won in the lobby. I think not all five star hotel allow fans in their lobby, some are quite strict about it. But here, they made us feel comfortable, like we are always on a treat. And that is seeing Cutie. We talked with each other while waiting, some were surfing the net and some were about to sleep on the couch. We actually missed Cutie going out of the hotel in the afternoon so we were determined to see him and welcome him back. It is not actually stalking anymore but more on having Cutie see that his fans are waiting for him and that we want to let him know that we are happy to see him. Maybe some will say, why not give him time to be alone. Dear, if we will, he might feel like he got no fans waiting for him and that we do not actually care. Time to do our role as fans. Let Cutie know of our support and love. Besides, I tell you, waiting is not an easy task to do.
“Waiting for our man to arrive. Just doing anything to keep eyes open.”
From what I can remember, Cutie arrived at around past 10 PM. Maybe Cutie did not expect fans waiting so late hour for his arrival as he looked at us first and looked again before waving. But honestly, he looked so tired. But he still smiled and waved at us. He even waved again before boarding the elevator. Seeing him again, made my heart beats faster. 😀
I can just imagine how tired he is, there is a two hours difference between Korea and Thailand and his body clock is two hours ahead of Thailand’s time. I know that because I have one hour difference between Philippines and Thailand and I am feeling the strain and tiredness of my travel. How much more with Cutie. He got an interview before the Press Con, the Press Con and then Fan Signing and I think another interview again and dinner and in the morning we found out that he had an evening bowling session. Ah… Cutie, you should just rest. Can I just give you a good spanking in your cute and sexy butt?
Hotel and Spazzing : Cutie’s Morning Dose. Second Day.
Cutie will be having an interview with a known TV station in Thailand and we decided to send him off with our cheers. We waited again in the hotel lobby for Cutie’s entourage to come down. You always know when Cutie will come down since the Thai security will have a formation in the hotel lobby. Hahahaha.
If this is my job everyday, waiting for Cutie and seeing him, I will be more than glad to take it. 😀 And it never failed that you feel the excitement of seeing him up close. I was worried that he will look tired like last night but when he comes out of the elevator, he is totally beaming and looks refreshed. Happy Cutie means happy Cuties. 😀
I think the security knows us by now since they will say “No Camera” but they just let us take videos and pictures.
And Cutie was waving so happily and looking so cute at us. And he was wearing his famous, big sunglasses. You just cannot help but take your phone or camera out and record him in all his glory. Besides, we do not impose ourselves on him, just wave and call out his name. I think, he appreciate how fans wait for him. He always have a ready smile and his signature waving. What a giving actor. And should I say, he really looks so sexy in the morning? Heh, my moaty self is conflicting with my gardeny self. *meow, did you even have a gardeny side, @coolreborn?*
The only thing is… his Korean security were the ones who are strict. And yes, our manager-nim is not with him, from what I heard, a managing director from SIM is with him hence the stricter security. I really want to meet our manager-nim. I want to thank him for taking care of Cutie. But then, alas, he is not there. Maybe next time I will be able to see him. And thank him and give him some gifts. 😀
Thai fans, I think, followed him to the TV station, we stayed behind since we have to go out and buy some things that we will bring home. We call it, Pasalubong (present). 😀 And we also need to freshen up for the Fan Meet. @pureheartz was the one left and manage to watch the interview. I think this was it.
Joo Won really looks so good. Thai viewers got a treat watching him in their local TV station. Wah, I hope he will be featured too in our country. It would be Daebak!!!
Side Story: Going Out in the Streets of Bangkok
They said there are demonstrations in the street of Bangkok. Yes there are. Roads are closed. There is one near the hotel, just a few hundred meters away, in the Asoke Intersection but it was relatively calm. Lots of things were sold with Shutdown Bangkok in Tshirts, caps, etc. You will know its demonstrations with the blaring of the speakers and showing of video clips of the demonstrators in other parts or maybe its recorded one.
We went out and ride the BTS and went to a place where you can buy lots of trinkets. Keychains, t-shirts, wallets, etc. Some Thais also talk to me thinking I am a Thai too so I wonder if I look like one. Hmmmm. Maybe because we are not so much different in looks since we came from the same area in Asia. 😀 I even managed to buy a Ceci Thai magazine in 7-11, that have one of my hubby’s favorite artist as cover. And at the back of the magazine, I found out the advertisement of Cutie’s Fan Meet.
Nice right, I did not know there is advertisement on that magazine until I opened it back home in the Philippines. Now the back page is mine. Hahahaha.
I actually do not feel afraid of the demonstrations, as I recall, it was only concentrated in various places not the whole of Bangkok, and as I see, they were actually peaceful. I hope Thailand will be able to resolve their own inner problems because I find the people of Thailand real kind and awesome. Some day I would want to tour the whole of Thailand and know more of their culture and people. ^_^ And maybe Cutie might have another Fan Meet there again too, Count Me In!
I like riding the Tuktuk!!!! 😀
AKSRA Theater… Where are you?!!!!
After some showering, making ourselves presentable and checking the things we needed to bring : tickets, phones, my portable charger, Joo Won sign board, passport, money, etc, off we go out of the hotel. We are six persons delegation, five Filipinos and one Indonesian, hehehe, you know her. 😉 ready to participate in Cutie’s Fan Meet.
“Things that shouldn’t be forgotten when going to a fan meet.”
We debated whether to ride a taxi or take the BTS to the theater. We asked a taxi driver if he can take as but it looks like he will drive the long way as there are demonstrations sites along the way. So we decided we take the BTS and hope we will not be late. It’s 4 PM! Fan Meeting will start at around past 5 and we were still outside. Wah!!!
I am glad one of my fellow Filipina knows where the theater is and we rode the BTS to Victory Monument station. There are also demonstrations site there but all was calm too.
“Aksra!!! It’s that way!!!”
We walked all the way from the station to the theater which is more than 10 minutes away and I do not even feel any tiredness *besides I am wearing my comfortable rubber shoes, wink-wink*. We managed to find the theater, it was in an inner street and in the upper level of a mall (?). I think I needed @jwthfc to confirm if it’s a mall as I have only one thing in mind, hahahaha. There were fans going inside too and we piled inside the elevator, I think its on the 4th floor, my recollection is getting narrower, need to be in the venue and not be late, all other things doesn’t matter. 😀
Inside the Akshra Theater: Meeting Fellow Joo Won fans. What A Heart Warming Moment.
When I step out of the elevator, I saw our fellow Joo Won fans. Yay!!! Many fans!!! I was glad, I want that Cutie will see that he have many fans in Thailand and Thailand fans delivered. And also I noticed that there are also foreign fans like us milling around.
We took pictures in the big banner of Cutie’s Fan Meeting.
<insert pictures of taking pics in front of the banner>
And also at the Akshra board.
Some media are also walking around, taking pictures and videos of fans. We Philippines fans showed them our sign banner and told the camera that we love our Cutie. ^_^
I also managed to talk to some fans and I met two fabulous ladies from Hong Kong. And said “Hi!” to the girls from Joo Won China and I think I manage to tell them I came from Joo Won Cutie and soompi. I smiled and said “Hello, Hi” to the other fans who themselves have their smile, ready for us. I think, as Joo Won fans, we have that affinity to smile to each other as our man himself is always smiling. What Joo Won is, reflects even to his fans. It was such a heart warming thing that I saw my fellow fans ready to meet and greet our Cutie. I know he will be happy when he see them. As we are so happy to meet him.
The air was filled with joyous anticipation, I can hear laughter, see smiles on their faces and the chatter *though I cannot understand* of them talking about Cutie. This is actually what I want Cutie to see. The Love and Support of his fans. And the excitement they feels that they are finally meeting him in person.
Joo Won Fan Meeting Goodies.
Okay, I know there will be some Joo Won goodies in the Fan Meet but did not expect that there will be Fan Signing when you buy choice goodies. Am I glad I brought some Bahts with me.
I can only remember this items:
- Cap + High Five + Fan Sign = 1, 500 Baht
- Passport Holder + High Five + Fan Sign = 1,000 Baht
- Stick Light >>> so dear me, how much are you again? :))~
Hahahaha, I know, I sucks at remembering things. But I think there’s more. My attention was caught by the word Fan Sign word as its of course, written in English. I was saying… “Fan Signing with Joo Won? Inside, again… I want that one!!!!” I think I asked the seller in the booth if its really fan signing with Joo Won like two or three times just to make sure. I bought the passport holder as I do not use caps. *and I do not have lots of money with me, damn, next time I will be ready.*
Joo Won Fan Meeting : Prelude
At last, girls in the theatre’s entrance motioned that we can now go inside. I grabbed my ticket and presented it to on of the girl who punched it. I was worried she will punch right through Cutie’s pic but she is careful. Then I noticed there’s a circle where they should punch, hahahaha.
Was pretty much excited, so happy to enter and be on the seat designated for me. I only manage to notice that the theatre is actually nice, there’s some intricate designs on the wall. Anyway, I went inside and was happy to see the theatre filling up with fans. I skipped through the stairs, totally forgot my chingus… hahaha, sorry girls, and proceeded down until I reach my seat. Zone A. Row A. Seat 9. 😀 Yeah, in front, just below the stage. It’s a very near the stage seat, almost in the middle. The only problem is, there’s some speakers blocking the lower view, but for me, its ok, I can see clearly. It’s very near. And I want to see it all in plain view. . I think I am already spazzing even though the show haven’t began yet. Just thinking of it, made me feel faint.
“Yeah!!! Front seat!!!”
@jwthfc and our Thai friends arrived and I was happy to see them, we are seated together. @jwthfc on my left and the other Thai FC admin on my right, so really nice to be surrounded by unnis that loved our Cutie dearly. This night, I will never forget. Not just because I will see our Joo Won but because I am with my fellow Joo Won fans. @jwthfc and I talked, well, mostly about our Cutie and was really thrilled on hearing things about him. I also have known that he will do something that the fans will watch later. And really, cannot wait for the show to begin. It took a bit and when I saw the time, it is getting a late. I am getting worried and also cannot wait for Cutie to appear. Since we are in front, I noticed that the floor of the stage went down. Hah, so Joo Won is coming up from below. Aiming for a dramatic entrance eh.
Two Crazy Joo Won Cuties 😀
Let the Show Begin!!!
I was holding my breath and readied my phone. Yes, they keep on saying no camera, I am not going to let this pass me by. Besides, no one is actually coming up on me and saying I cannot take any pictures or videos. And most phones are out. 😀
The lights went out. And the show begins.
Oh God. How can he look so damn good.
Joo Won came out with the intro song of “If I Were”. Wearing a white suit over a simple black shirt and black pants, the stage rose up and our Cutie was revealed. When he started singing… OMAGAD, my heart started to melt in a puddle goo. Hearing the MP3 of this song is so good. Hearing him singing in person, is heavenly. I thought I have already readied myself to be blasted but I was never ready for the surge of emotions of watching and hearing him live. His first hand wave and I think fans shouted with joy. He was smiling while singing and that added to his exceeding charm. I think fans started singing with him, I did, you just cannot help it. He started to walk along the stage, from the left corner to the right and GAWD, I am waiting for him to stand in front of us. He waved at fans and everytime he wave, he was greeted back by screams. Hahahaha. I think I am part of the mob. And man, when he was in front of us, I just cannot help but to stare at his sexy hips and thighs. I was so dead. A dead moaty in front of Joo Won. My whole body was screaming with delight. Hahahahaha. Damn. Can I just stare at the sexy hips like forever?
Ok, moaty aside, Joo Won really looks so infinitely handsome. I am dying with his cheekbones. And that killer smile is just a killer. And his eyes is just so full of lovely emotions and all you can think is you are walking in happy clouds while hearing him. Ai.. so cute. So handsome.
Whenever he closed his eyes on some parts of the songs.. you just cannot help but feel the emotion. That is what I really like with Joo Won, there is emotion whenever he sings and you can feel it. It hits you right within your center. When he finished singing, I was left wanting for more.
And then I hear him laugh. OMG, his short laugh is so sexy. I die. And he waves again at fans and showed that grinning smile. Ahhhh…. *emotions overloaded*. Arrest. Arrest.
Fans were screaming and Joo Won was laughing and smiling and waving.. Gawd, do not do that bebe, we will die of it. The MC managed to start talking… I do not understand. And Cutie was still smiling and laughing.. Gawd, that is enough with me. It doesn’t matter if I do not understand what they are saying. I think at one point I told @jwthfc-unni that I do not understand anything that they were saying, that I will only stare at Joo Won. LOL. And stare I did.
At one point the MC talked in English, Thank God, he asked Joo Won to follow him and so Joo Won followed, he lead him at the far side of the stage and where Joo Won started waving at fans and looking at them and smiling. Oh man, he just look so cute doing it. He walked while waving and then did a short cute run. Fans went crazy with his antics.
Interview begun, as I said earlier, I do not understand whatever they say. So I was only looking at Joo Won, I do not even pay attention with the MC and translator. I can only see Joo Won in my eyes. I only respond whenever he do some cute gestures because, man, you will respond no matter whether you understand or not. He was just way too cute for everything.
At one point, he noticed us and we waved at him real hard and he smiled and puts up his hand and acknowledge us. It was a small wave of hand since he was being interviewed. I think @jwthfc-unni was about to faint when he did it. Unni-please hang in there. Kekekeke.
After the conversation, I can only understand the word Ghost so I know he will do something that was Ghost related. And I heard the word guitar so I know this is the time that he will play the guitar.
This segment was quite funny, when Cutie put on the guitar, he was looking a bit serious and then he bumped the guitar on his forehead, so cute when he touched his forehead. Poor forehead. I want to rubbed it when I saw. And he looks serious in explaining… whatever Cutie was saying. Hahahaha. Spare me, I do not understand Korean. Male MC was trying to make the fans laugh by singing Unchained Melody and Cutie was smiling while looking at him. Ahhh.. I do not know how many times I am saying this but, really when Cutie smile, there’s like fireworks everywhere.
Well, Cutie’s guitar misfortune begun at the start. The guitar’s volume is off. I can hear his strums, but not in speaker. We started laughing as the MC was trying to see what’s wrong. And well, the guitar is not turned on and Cutie was just strumming it clueless.. Hahahahaha, so funny. I was squeeing with delight when he smiled cutely and said something. CUTE!!!! Cutie started strumming, his good at it, better than me. When he started singing, I was melting, I really love a man strumming a guitar. And Cutie is one guitar playing specimen that is so good to look at. My moaty mind was running on its own.
And then tragedy struck.. hahahaha, the pick got a mind of its own and maybe cannot take Cutie’s hotness, it went flying out of Cutie’s hand. I was… OMG, what happened, why were you looking so cute looking at the pick.. what a lucky pick, Cutie was gesturing about the pick and looking at it at the floor… gosh, cuteness overload, fans were going crazy, I was so giggling on my seat. And Cutie, who likes he have a world of his own, was looking at the inside of the guitar. Hahahaha, so cute and funny. He just want to find the freaking pick. LMAO. I cannot help but laugh and giggle at the same time. One guy gave him the pick.. I cannot remember if it’s the same one and Cutie was like laughing at himself, at what happened and looking at the pesky pick on his hands, he kind of shake his hand and laughs. GAAAHHH! I cannot take it anymore. Why must you kill us with your cute ways. And that cheekbones is so there.
When Cutie started singing… I feel like I am seeing an orgasmic performance. That guitar is the culprit I tell you. And his expressions… it’s a moaty’s delight. And when he did that hips shaking moves… AHHHHHHHHH….. my ovaries exploded into smithereens. I do not even know if there’s any pieces left. And the best part is, Cutie kept on playing and kept on slaying my ovaries. When the song was finished, Cutie gave the audience a big grin. I think I was still gasping from the experience and keep on replaying that hips shaking move he got in my head. LOL.
They started a conversation again and I only understand “Catch Me” so they are probably talking about the movie. From my vantage point, I can almost see every mannerism Cutie was doing. I can see he tries to arrange his shirt… and well, can I just say, I was nosebleeding while looking at him? Since my vantage point is from legs up… I think I can only concentrate on that part, right. Hahahahaha. They are talking about Kim Ah Joong and I was pretty clueless. And then I manage to hear “First Love” and the MC asking Joo Won if he understand. Game as always, Joo Won nods his head to signal yes. Whatever was going to happening next, I do not know. Because I do not understand and I am busy looking up at Joo Won.
Suddenly Joo Won say something and @jwthfc was looking at me and asking me if I wear sporting shoes/rubber shoes. Of course I am, I live on those shoes. I showed her my shoes and she told me to stand up. Still reeling with the hips shaking moves, I do not have any clue why I am standing up. Hahahaha, yes Unni, I am out of it. And then I think the next one is about long hair. I was lazy going to the parlor so I keep my hair long. Kekekeke. @jwthfc is my translator and I relied on her what to do. I think next is wearing jeans. I love wearing jeans. Honestly, I still do not understand and have any inkling of the impact this game is @jwthfc keeps on saying Ok, that I am ok. Unni, I am still on cloud nine seeing the hips and this poor mind of mine was just beginning to process why I am standing. When I look around at the few girls who remained standing, it hit me. Hey, is this “matira ang matiba” (the strong survives)-game? I was beginning to think, I am not really lucky with this kind of game and the next one, I might get eliminated. Cutie looks over at the standing girls, and I think he did not notice me since I was just near the stage. The MCs tell him something and he burst out laughing… oh, so cute. . Next one is no accessories worn, like jewelries ex. Earrings, necklace, rings, etc. I am allergic with jewelries so I do not wear one except for my loyal wristwatch. I am still in. Hahahaha, now I am beginning to feel apprehensive. @jwthfc I think was relieved when she sees me wearing no accessories. Next one is not wearing eyeglasses. Bingo!!! I am not wearing my eyeglasses. Hahahaha. I have one but its for correction purposes only, I am so near Cutie that I do not need to wear one. @jwthfc – unni, I so love you really. Let me give you a BIG hug!!! Joo Won was again looking at the girls, I think he is thinking what’s his category next. I was… hey, you are not even looking at me Cutie, I am just right under you. LOL. And this pesky male MC said “Ahjumma” I was… what??? I do not have any white hair yet!!! And Cutie replied… “Ahjumma…” and then he said “Ahhh..” hahahaha. I really find that one so sexy… with his exposed neck and all. I was also thinking… “Come on, we will all sit down if you said Ahjumma. I am just a Noona. “ The next he said is about height, and at first I think its 165 cm.. I was freaking, I do not know what’s my height in cm. I know it on feet and inches since that’s the usual measurement we use and I do not use cm. @jwthfc-unni keeps on asking me my height and I do not know in cm. And I think they finally said 162 cm. I was calculating but my math is not good, if Cutie is bad at quizzes… I am totally bad at math. The girls started to go up the stage and I look at them, I told unni that I think I was like their height so she told me to just go up the stage. My height in cm… its actually 162.6 cm and I am still in. Hahahahaha. I actually manage to capture all of this in video. I find it funny now when I watch it. 😀
I was the last one who went in the stage. I thought we will play some games to know who will win but they are talking in Thai and unni was no longer with me so I do not understand what they are saying. Besides, I was standing next to Cutie and all I can do was look at him, from head to foot to the middle part. Mwahahahahaha. This is the nearest that I have seen him. I was like standing in clouds and was blanking out. You know that I can zoom in on Cutie like an X-ray and I cannot help it, it was happening.
*Breaths in* If you want to know my state of mind while I was standing there. It was in total disarray. My mind is split in many states. First, hey, photo/video time, I need to have at least pictures of this to share with my chingus. Hahahaha, I think you see the videos of me caught in the act taking pictures. It’s all because of you girls. I was actually gesturing to @jwthfc that I want to give her my phone and things but it was not possible so…w hat to do with phone at hand, use it. I was happy taking pictures/video and then they said, no camera, I want to protest, this is not camera…it’s a freaking phone!!!! LOL.
“Having a hard time looking at my own self.. doing some crazy things. So need to un-see myself”
“Back Pic Attack!!!”
“LOL. At the program cue in the monitor screen.”
“Cutie really have a very nice back.”
“So near, a little bit more and I will want to attack him from behind.”
“Oh, is that his shoes? Did not notice when I am below the stage… coz I cannot see it. Duh. :)”
I think I asked the MC I do not understand what they are saying, I think I manage to say I am from Philippines and cannot understand, so they explained that its Three Words. I was, ok, wth is that three words. So they explained further that one have to say three words and then Cutie will say it. I blanked out again, man, I am looking at Cutie the whole time, like really drooling at him. And sometimes when I do that, I tend to look serious. I was also talking to a girl next to me asking her again what to do, I think. I cannot remember much, my mind was totally maxing out. I think I am the only contestant who is talking to the female MC, she is good in English, she explained to me once again and our conversation is like this. Female MC: “You tell Joo Won three words. You can say anything. And he will say it back at you” Me: Anything… blah blah blah.. Female MC: Yes, like Marry Me, Please. Me: Really I can say that… blah blah blah. I think she also asked me where I am from and I said Philippines.
About the three words. Did I say my mind is in disarray? Yes it was. I was glad I am the last one to tell him my three words. I was thinking really hard while taking photos, staring at Cutie, talking with other people in the stage, blanking out, looking at Cutie’s sexy back and going back with the three words again. I think I was restless at the back, I do not know what to do, what to say. I was thinking should I say this… no its not a good thing or this… too common. I was deeply in thought in thinking what Filipino words, three Filipino words that can be equivalent to “I Love You”. Then I look at the audience and saw my fellow Philippines chingus waving and gesturing at me, I think they are also saying the Filipino words of “I love you” and I gesture to them, it should be three words. Why am I having trouble saying “I love you” in Filipino.. It can be told in this words: Mahal Kita, Mahal na mahal kita, Iniibig Kita, Iniirog Kita, Sinisinta Kita and they are only two words or more than three words. Heck, how to say it in our language. And the line is getting nearer. Cutie is so near me. My insides is turning into jelly. It took a lot of will power to just stand up and be still. And my mind is screaming… “LOOK at JOO WON!!!!!!!”
In the last minute, I was thinking of words like “Please hug me.” “I love you” and I know, there is no impact in that one. When its almost my turn, a big light bulb went up in my head. Hell yeah, I know what I am going to say that Cutie will say back to me.
It’s my turn.. OMAGAD. Cutie up close. He is so handsome, I see him while I was standing at his side but I only feasted on his back and side profile. But now, I am looking at him, frontal look at him and my brain just freezes. All my eyes want to do is stare at him, he is so cute and handsome, so awesome, I cannot explain what I am feeling, I was soooooo lovestruck. He is also looking at me and his eyes…… Forget the world, I am looking at Joo Won.
“My moatiness suddenly disappeared when I am in front of Cutie”~
“I am thinking… you will never expect what I am going to tell you… kekekeke. Two maknaes face off.”
“Yeah.. yeah.. yeah.. Three words, I know, I understand.. just let me have a staring game with Cutie first.”
This pesky male MC was breaking on my sweet moment, he keeps on bugging me about Three Words, and I remember… oh, the three words…. I think I laugh a bit since I am feeling silly. I know they will not understand what I am going to say, only Filipinos will understand it. Should I say, I am smiling inwardly. Kekekekeke.
“Mahal Kita Talaga”
Hahahahhaha. I think someone screamed. Whoever she is, she is part of the Philippine team. I find Cutie so funny, his mouth just dropped. He is like… Haaa???!!!! What????
My heart just stopped. He looked at me with question in his eyes and he went near me to hear it clearly. I was… Fucking SHIT!!! Cutie is coming near my face. Like he is saying, what, tell me again. I could die, I could die… but of course I did not. If I did, its game over. I tell him again. Near his ears… ah, such a sexy ears. My emotions is running high. I think I am not breathing too.. “Mahal Kita Talaga” he hears it. I think he is looking at his interpreter… hahaha, sorry my bebe, she doesn’t knows it. I hear someone saying she is from Philippines. I do not know if that is the female MC, I am again back at staring at Cutie… His so cute. I am drowning at his nearness and his handsome face. I can do this like forever. I do not know what is running at Cutie’s mind, he is looking at me like he is thinking. Maybe on how to say it or was it really three words or what’s that? Alien words? Hahahahaha.
Really pesky male MC. He breaks my concentration again. Cutie’s gaze is the only one keeping me on my feet right now, my heart literally is exploding. It stops and it then explodes. One of my fellow Philippine chingu told me that I look like I am about to cry when I am looking at Joo Won, honestly I do not know what I look like. Hahahha. Whatever Cutie is seeing in my face… ahhh, I do not know, its for him to decide.
So the pesky male MC questioned my three word, well, I am staring at Cutie, the heck are you doing Mr. MC? I did not hear him when he calls my attention as I am looking at Joo Won. Good Gawd, not everyday do you have a chance of seeing him in person, Mr. MC. I only have a few moments of this with Cutie!!! He told me that Mahal Kita Talaga is not three words but many words.. hahaha, he said it by syllables. You will never get away with @coolreborn by saying that. I am a stubborn cat. I told him its three words. I actually did not see Cutie laughing at my explanation, I only saw it on videos as I think I am looking at the audience. I broke the words into three.. Mahal – 1 word, Kita – two words, Talaga – three words. In part, I find it funny, I was actually laughing inside when I said that. I then saw Cutie’s eyes laughing at me and I was… dead again. I think he noticed that I am going to say something so he comes near me again to hear it. I was about to explain to him what “Mahal Kita Talaga” means. When you are in this situation, your perception of time becomes slower, and it did to me, when Cutie is coming near me, I was looking at his face, particularly his lips, its soo red, so kissable, if I do not have self-restraint, I might just have kissed him, hahahaha. I told him it means, “I love you really.. very much” while looking at him, he nodded with understanding. Honestly, my grammar checking is not working at that moment. The right translation is , “I really love you.” But what the hell, the message comes through. Cutie was in his concentration mode, I think he is memorizing the phrase, maybe checking if its correct. The MC said “one more” and Cutie comes near again.. his hand is so big… hahahaha. Because he always puts his hand on his ear, maybe to get the words straight on his ear. Hahahaha, so funny Cutie, I am using a mic, and so near you. Your sexy neck is inviting my eyes to look deeper. I know he can say it perfectly as he is voicing it out when I tell him again. I was saying… Perfect! Now tell me. *why am I hearing shouts in the background, lol*
I was looking deep in his eyes, he got a smiling glint in his eyes when he says it.
“Mahal Kita Talaga”
First three Filipino words spoken by Moon Jun Won. Oh My Good God. I think an electric current passed through my entire body. I can see firework displays and showering of flowers everywhere near Joo Won. I am in Cloud 13. I was giggling with glee. I feel like my inner cat just purred so loud my body shook on its own. Did Joo Won just say, “He really loves me?” MEOWRRRRRR.
I keep on looking at him, I shook his hand… Wow!!! What a manly hand. It was not the soft kind of hand that you will expect from a celebrity. I can feel the lines of his hands, and I know this man is used to work, his grip is just right, firm but gentle. And his hands is big! I thought mine is big but Joo Won’s engulfs my hand. My thoughts is going into one direction with those big hands.
Warning: What happens next is a moaty deed. 😀 Gardeners Beware. Rockies, Read. Moaties, let your imagination runs. No need for more visuals.
After shaking hands, I have a chance of taking a picture with Joo Won. I went to his side… OMG. My mind was running fast with ninja moves. I put my arm around his hips and subtlety, bring him near me. I can feel the side of his hips and thighs!!! You cannot see it in the video because my hand was already in his hips when I did that. I do not know if he noticed it but heck, I am in my own happy moaty world. And I thought, is he thin? No, he is not. He just look thin, but he is not thin, I can feel him on my arm and side hips. If he is, my arm will go all the way on the other side, but no, he really got a good sexy back *what’s that got to do with his thinness?*. His body right now is just right for his frame and height. And judging from my grip, its all lean muscle down there. Hahahaha. Now I was thinking, how to smell this man. Joo Won do not have an overpowering smell like you can smell him a few meters away from you. No, his smell, you should be near him so you can smell it. In a span of few seconds, I leaned a bit closer to him and really took a couple of deep breath. Oh My GAWD!!! I was hit by his perfume first. It smelled fruity… delicious… yummy. It’s not your usual man perfume. All I can think is, I want to eat him. Hahahaha. That he is so delicious. I can just sink my teeth in whatever part of his body and know it will taste delicious. And on top of that fruity smell is his clean manly scent. Like he just came out of the shower. Asdfghjklmadfhkajhdfwoeiruoiwearoafklnwroar … I was totally out of it. I feel so heady with his smell that my mind was out in the moat lake swimming happily.
I was partly laughing at myself from what I am doing. I was thinking… @coolreborn, are you really doing this?” And yes, I just did. Did Cutie noticed, heck, I do not know, maybe he did, I can actually feel him laughing when I am taking deep breaths. Maybe he thinks, I am hyperventillating? Hahahahaha.
If not for the MC’s prodding and the picture that they were offering, I might came back to my senses and hug Cutie, but they were really good at distractions, they made me get out of Cutie’s hips and took the picture and I went down the stage. I was so happy, its like I won a lotto, I was raising my hands happily while walking back to my seat. YOOO HOOOO!!!
When I watched some of the clips of the Three Words, I noticed that Cutie put his arm on my shoulders. WAAAAHHH!!!!
“Did you just put you arms around my shoulder Cutie? OMG!!! I am so dead.”
I was so busy thinking how to smell him and did not even noticed the arm on my back. If I’ve known, I would have fainted right on the spot. And his perfume, the nearest that I can have as reference is Victoria’s Secret Coconut Passion but it is only a point of reference so it may be different, I do not normally use perfume so I do not know what brand it was. But we all know he used the VS CP lotion. ^__^
As I took my seat, I really spazzed with @jwthfc-unni, I thanked her many times. I think she said something like, “I cannot have you win the raffle game, but I can have you win this one.” Oh unni, you just gave me the most memorable memory and gift of my life. I will treasure this forever. Thailand will always be the place where I first met Cutie, be with him so close, able to stare at his beautiful eyes, see his ears up close, made him say “Mahal Kita Talaga” which I think will become Joo Won Philippines fans special words, shake his hands, feel his hips, breath his smell, have a picture of him and be rewarded by the most beautiful and winsome smile in the whole universe.
“♥♥♥Me and Joo Won♥♥♥“
In A State of Pure Blissful Happiness.
When the next segment was up, I find myself in a silent mood. Maybe because my mind, body and soul was still trying to digest what happened to me. I think my hand has gone cold and I’m in a cold sweat. I just cannot believe what happened. That was what my mind keeps telling me, but it did happen. I glanced at the pic of me and Joo Won and I know, it was not a dream. A surge of blissful happiness permeates my body. *puts it in my passport holder so not to lose it*
Next segment is a question and answer portion from fans, I think. It was written in sticky notes. Cutie will raise X or O sign, for a Yes and No. As always, he was so cute in raising the sign and answering the questions. And I cannot forget how he gave many flying kiss to us fans. Kyaaa!!! So cute!!!! I do not know what they ask him, maybe give fans flying kiss. Hahahahaha, dear Cutie, even if it’s flying kick, I will gladly receive it from you. And should I say, that dimples were so cute. I think I drowned of his dimples waves.
After the Q & A portion, Cutie came out in full black clothes. Well, he just changed his white suit to black suit. And really, he looked pretty stunning.
Okay, he sang Love Medicine in here. I think this is the first time I hear him singing Love Medicine live and I really love this song. Oh man, I can really feel him in this song. He keeps on closing his eyes while singing. And whenever he opens them and look at the audience, emotions overload. When he hits the high notes, fans screamed. Why does I feel like, he sang it without much effort. I am really glad he sang this song.
“What a beautiful body.. eh… song, its song…!”
Joo Won Dancing and Making Me Feel so Hot
Joo Won did not dance a particular dance song but dance while singing “My Way to You’. Man, his moves are so simple but why does it feels like I am watching one of the hottest dance moves ever. LOL. When he started dancing in the lyrics of “I Love you, I need you..’ I think my panties are all over the place. There was only one word that I can describe him.. SEXY. He looks so cute but he exudes sexiness. How can this man do that, only he had the answer. I want to tear my clothes or his clothes watching him LOL.
When I watched him swaying his hips.. here and there and his butt and thighs, it really takes my breath away. 😀 I did not even notice his back up dancers. Hahahahaha. I really like how he sings My Way to You, he is really hitting all the right notes and spots in my heart. I drowned in his singing and dancing. And when it ended… I actually want more.
Joo Won is Calling, Pick the Phone Fast or You Will Miss Your Chance!!!
After his performance, they have another game, this was the raffle of fans’ phone numbers. Well, I was not really hoping to win here because I really sucks at this kind of raffle games. One by one, Cutie took a paper and called the number written in it. Lucky winners came up the stage. After that, Joo Won started sticking sticky notes to their body. What the!!! I should be up there, I’ll tell him where he is going to stick those notes to my body!!! Anyway, this was some cute butt and back moments since he have to kneel down at times and stick those lucky notes in the lower portion of the contestants’ body.
Mechanics of the game is to get rid of as much as many sticky notes in your body while dancing. Cutie did some wiggly dances here and laugh, so cute. If I ever be in this game, I’ll be flapping, wiggling, jiggling my body like there’s a hurricane inside me. Hahahaha. One lucky contestant managed to get rid of almost all but one and she got a chance to decorate a cup cake with Cutie. So funny Cutie was the one going after the other fans who were going down the stage and giving them hand shakes. So girls, when you are in Joo Won’s FM and you lost in a game, do not go down fast the stage, wait for Cutie to give you handshake, he is such a nice guy and so giving.
Signature puffing the cheeks moves
Cutie was so cute eating the decorations, hahaha. I really commend the fan for not freaking out while decorating her cupcake, if I am in her situation, my cupcake will become a gooey mess of icings and heaps of decorations. And I will just go staring at Cutie decorating his. Or I may not even finish decorating that darn cupcake. They both say something about the decorations and took picture together.
Hah, I rather like and prefer The Three Words compared to Cupcake Decorations, kekekekeke.
After this, the MCs talked to Joo Won again and well, I do not understand anything… again. And, I do not know if Joo Won was the one who told the MC but he started sitting at the middle of the stage, and then I realized, he want to have picture with fans!!! Wah, just like in the Japan Fanmeet. My mind was like, should I go near or what, because gosh, Joo Won was so near. My feet decided on its own. I stand up and rush at Joo Won’s back, some fans were also doing the same. Eh, should I say I did some unimaginable thing in here. Hahahahaha. I really do not have any control on my body parts when it comes to Joo Won. They pretty much have a mind of their own. My idle right hand just reached out at him and hehehehe, touched his back. Shameful hand, should I cut it? The feel of his back? Well, I did tell you he is all lean muscle on that body. Ok, powerful feel. Can I die of happiness now? Hahahahahaha. Gosh, writing this fan account is killing me. Ok, I just imagined touching his back so do not go hunting me. LOL.
Joo Won and his hoardes of crazy fans
Is this the closing song? What? Why so fast?
Joo Won sings “This is My Moment”. Wow, I was so taken by this song. From all the videos of him singing this song live, I think this was the moment where he hits the high notes really great. I got goosebumps while hearing him hit the high notes. I do not hear any faltering. I think I was telling myself “Oh my God, he is so awesome!” *I think I said it out loud base on the video I recorded* I can feel why he always sing this song in his FMs. I had watched some videos of other musical actors singing this but… no matter how they say they did it the best, I always go back to Joo Won’s singing it. I prefer his voice than any other. There is feelings when I hear Joo Won sings, I think that is the reason why I like hearing his songs. And yes, maybe because he got so many practice singing in the stage now that his singing here is kind of effortless. I also do not know if he missed some lyrics, but I do not think he did on all the songs he sang in this FM. Even the rap in “My Way to You” was flawless.
Whenever I hear a high pitch song, it would either break my ears or uplift me to heavens. Joo Won did the latter. I would gladly break my ears hearing him sing. 😀
The song ended. Cutie was retreating slowly at the back of the stage saying something that I do not understand. And then he waved. And I was… what, that was it? No more? Wah!!!! We started chanting his name. Joo Won!!! Joo Won!!!
The Real Ending Song
… and he appeared at the back of the audience. LOL. I think he ran all the way from the stage to the back of the audience. And he started singing “My Love”. Yeah!!!!! This is my first time to hear him sing that song live. I was estatic and pissed off the same time. Why, my phone runs out of memory and I was furiously deleting some unnecessary files. Ah, should have done this before going to FM, stupid me. Fans went crazy when they saw him up close. He started going down the stage and fans were standing up, going near him, shaking his hand and touching him… *God knows where, I was busy with my phone*. I manage to see him going real close to our place and so I join the crowd.
Was it the high tension in the air or my body reacting.. LOL. Yes, yes, my body parts was doing their own thing again.
To Joo Won: Joo Won-shi, if ever you wonder whose hand is responsible for you, shifting the mic from your left hand to your right hand… Mianhe, Sorry, it is me. I just cannot let go of your hand so easily. *kekekekeke*
Hokay… Cutie went up the stage and finished the song. My heart was starting to break, because I know, this is the end of the show. After finishing, Joo Won bowed deeply, he waved to the fans, he did a flying BIG KISS and off he goes.
High Five and Fan Sign with Joo Won
Ooopps… not yet the end of the fan meeting. It was just the end of the show. But after the show, there was a high five event for the VIP and those who bought a certain tickets. We lined up and waited for our turn. All this while, I only look at Cutie. I know, I have to keep this in my long-term memory as its so precious (and expensive, lol) seeing him in person.
Why was it that whenever I am facing Cutie, my mind would go blanking out and I just cannot get what I have to say right. Hahahaha. And my moaty self became so tame, I even wonder at myself.
My turn. I was looking at him. I do not know if he recognized me but he always give those wonderful smile that melts everything. I smacked my hand on his hands and kind of feel his hands, just checking if the lines are really there. As always, the electricity of touching Cutie is so great, I only manage to stay calm and tell him, Mahal Kita Talaga, again. LOL. I think I kind of stuck with those words. And maybe he is thinking… those alien words again. Hahahahaha. Yup, this high five just confirmed that Cutie got a manly hand. Not the soft kind of hand, but a manly-slighty-rough kind of hand. Just the kind of hands that I wanted to hold and rub. Weeeeee!!!!
After the high five, the fan signing was next. I line up again and holds Joo Won Passport holder in my hand. Heck, I am so going to buy a plastic cover for this passport holder and used it. There is such a feeling of putting your passport in Joo Won’s passport holder. Hahahahaha.
“Joo Won with me every time I go out of country.”
When it’s my turn, Joo Won looked at me and smiled and there was some sort of recognition in his eyes, maybe he thinks, it is you again? This time I told him I am from Philippines, and he kind of say Oh. He signed the passport. I told him, “This is for you.” And gave him two things. He holds it, smiled and said Thank You and puts it under the table or his lap, whatever. Hahahaha. As long as I see that it touch his hand, then its ok. He can just throw it away after. *I wonder what they did with the gifts fans gave him?*
Eh, what I gave him? Hmmm, a pack of ChocNut (chocolate from Philippines and very well known to Filipinos, we usually give this to foreigners, hahaha) and a printed game card of Joo Won. It’s the only things I have in my bag.
So that was it. End of the Fan Meet.
Back to the Hotel and Wait for Cutie
I went outside the theatre and meet up and talked with my fellow fans. Afterwards, we walked all the way back to the BTS and back to the hotel. As always, we decided to wait for Cutie’s return.
I actually cannot remember if Cutie’s standee arrived first than him. Hahahaha. We got fun taking pictures with his standee. And some pics are better left unpublished.
Wah!!! So handsome Cutie standee!!!
Now I can hug you!!!
When Cutie arrived, he was still in his black T-Shirt and pants. I think he did not have time to change or… he do not have any more clothes to change into. Heh. Nope I did not raid his clothes. He was wearing the same maroon thin sweater he had when he arrived from Korea. What I like with Joo Won is that, he doesn’t care much with his clothes. He can just re-use his clothes and be done with it. Unlike other actors, they just have to change from one outfit to another. With Joo Won, he is not like that. He is like your ordinary guy wearing the clothes he have and wearing it comfortably and rocking it. Ahh, such a man.
Korean security were quite strict, one woman just keep on following me and blocking my phone. Anyway, I think I was still in high clouds since I hear myself giggling in the video that I took.
Oh, I almost want to take that Joo Won standee home with me. 😀
Joo Won’s Last Day in Thailand
It’s Joo Won last day in Thailand. We woke up early so we can say Goodbye to Cutie in the lobby. My initial plan was to go to the airport and wait for him there but for some reasons, I changed it. Instead, I wait out with my fellow fans in the hotel lobby and wait for Joo Won to go down. As always, I really like the Thai security, they alerted us when Joo Won is going down so we have a chance to prepare.
Joo Won’s Travelling Bag
I got one plastic bag of sweet dried mango with me. Actually, this one, was initially intended for manager-nim but he was not around so I set it aside. Am I glad I did that and not ate it, because last minute, I thought of it and said, why not give it to Cutie. We waited for a bit and thought Cutie has already gone but the receptionist said he hadn’t. We fans are just chattering along. It was actually sad that the Hong Kong fans wasn’t able to see him before they go but their flight was near.
Cutie went down and while he was walking we keep on saying Bye to Joo Won. Some fans are giving their gifts and this was when I did my move. So many obstacles really. I have to navigate people before I can give him my gift. All the while recording it on my phone without even knowing what I am recording. Turned out I manage to capture the moment that I gave it to him so.. mission accomplished!
It was really hard saying Good Bye to him. *cries*
After saying farewell with my fellow PH fans, I also went to the airport for my flight.
Going Home. I Will See You Again, Joo Won.
Walking alone in the airport, it became pretty apparent to me that my emotions is about to go down. I immediately find the restroom, find an empty stall and let my emotions go. It’s a mix feelings of happiness and sadness. Happiness for seeing Joo Won. Sadness for knowing that he is now on his plane, going to another place. Maybe another work or a rest day. He really needs some quality time alone and have some good rest.
Suvarnabhumi Airport is our parting place in Thailand. His plane was still in the tarmac awaiting its departure time. I did not want to see him in the airport though I could have. Better to have the memory of him leaving the hotel in his simple, sexy white shirt than in the airport. But I cannot help but look out and think what plane he was in.
It took me a while to compose myself, with puffy eyes, I went to my own boarding place. I just laugh at my silly, fan-girling self and said, “Next time, you will see Joo Won again.” And maybe tell him, “Mahal Kita Talaga” once again. 😀
C5 – I’ll be seeing you in the Philippines. 😀 *name of a road*
Post Joo Won – Syndrome
Whenever I see his pictures, I see them now in different light. Because now, I know, he looks way different in real person than those pictures and videos. The essence of Joo Won cannot be captured by cameras alone. He is infinitely times better up close and personal. The experience of seeing him, change the way I look at his pictures and videos. I would grumble and complain because I know, he looks better than the prints and videos. I will say, No, No, No, No, he is not like that… his skin is more smoother, his lips more red and kissable, his butt more rounder, his nose just so perfect, those teeth are more whiter, his smile more of a killer, his hair looks so inviting to the touch, those hands are… jeez, those hands… hahahahaha, looks manlier and feels manlier, the cheekbones and dimples are to die for, the hips.. ah, just the feel of those hips can break dams all over the world, his smell is heavenly fruity delicious *when I smelled him, I want to bite him*, his thighs and legs, neck and Adam’s apple are just so sexy, his voice, his laughs is so much addicting and the most arresting, is his eyes. His eyes is so mesmerizing, you can drown just looking on those pair of eyes, its so beautiful and expressive. Yes my twin, @mrdimples, I also wonder how his partners can held his gaze without falling real deep for him. I already fallen looking at his pics and videos, but staring real time in his eyes, I have fallen much, much deeper *in the abyssal moat lake* and I do not want to come out. No, I will stay right down there.
Treats!!! I do not know if they will show the whole fan meeting’s video. I manage to take clips of the Fan Meeting and put it all together. Just be prepared to see some shakings, some cuts, blurring, hear some joyful shouts and giggles and talks, awwwing and ooh-ing and singing (sorry, I just cannot help but to sing along with Joo Won, just bear with my bad voice), some focusing on certain parts *coughs for, coughs the, coughs moaties* and really, its not my fault, that is where I am seated, I just cannot help my phone’s video from taking in the… errr… fantastic sights. ^O^
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